I tried it

I was talking to one of my best friends today. She read my last blog and had an idea. "Leah, I should have you over. We can put on some worship music, and just dance all over my apartment."

"Um...yeah...that could be cool. But, that would be really scary."

"Really?"

"Yeah, I've never danced like that before. I've danced, and I like to dance. But, I've never danced to express something before."

That's scary to do in front of people. But, how powerful. Now I understand that when people actually do dance expressively in front of people how vulnerable they're being.

Tonight I was super excited about all kinds of stuff. I felt like I had a caffine high, but I knew it wasn't caffine. So, inspired by my friend, when Rob left for his meeting, I turned on some music and began dancing.

I ended up turning most of the lights off because I was getting too distracted by myself. Less light...much better - for now.

I danced my heart out. I broke a sweat. I started getting out of breath and considered stopping. Nah. I kept going. I made myself carsick....then I stopped. Um...I like this.